[VERSE 1]
My blood spills and it burns I guess I never truly learn
How to find a way out
Of the pain that's everlasting, I spent three fractions of my
Childhood just crying my eyes out
Don't say you loved me when you didn't these words aren't
To be used, to play with your vocal cords now
Look me in the eyes and forget and forgive me for the pain
I composed due to crippling doubt

[Chorus]
Of losing you x2

[VERSE 2]
So my throat burns I look down, a plate breaks
For fucks sake
How can you be so stupid to even attempt to act your
Fucking age?
Man up, sit down, look around at this damn environment take it in
Who are you to need affection? attention, attention
You are my soldier, you are what I created
You do what I say and when I fucking say it
Don't start crying like a little bitch
You're breathing too loud go ahead and cry in the fucking tent
You're just like your mom
You're just like your father
Another fucking creep, you will always be my daughter
I never thought I could love but obviously I was so wrong
I feel it so strong, my brain is wired so off
These thoughts should be illegal, it's a deep hole of oblivion
So god damn lethal, its an addiction
That girl
That boy
The ones who hurt me inside out
I have no choice but to take it out
[Chorus 2]
I feel it inside my body
It all hurts so bad
The static gets bloody
Ears start ringing
The angels are singing
I hope god inflicts more pain upon me. x2