[Intro]
Turn Me Up Josh
J Thrash On The Track
Ayo, Bleu

[Chorus]
Dear, Lamar, how you just leave yo' lil' brother?
Main story, takin’ xans, he tryna crash, I won't let 'em
We had got a youngin clipped, but this shit still don't feel better
And I had cut off every n***a who had said they my killer (Nah, for real)
Sometimes, I cry a lot of tears, this shit don't feel right
You know I ain't gon' never be the same until you kill, right?
Ma lost both her twins and you keep tellin' me to live life
You know I think 'bout all our memories, it gives me chills, right?
Barely see our kids and our big sister cryin' every night
12 took all my guns, they don't give a fuck thеy wanna see us die
What you know 'bout cryin' in front your n***a?
It hurt so bad, can't hold it in
And you feel like goin' up top
Just brought you closer to thе end
This shit don't feel right

[Bridge]
I don't know what you seen in me
But, I'm havin' nightmares, I can't go to sleep
Told my mans, "Walk out the door"
Still tryna hold it in
Take care of your daughter
Everybody argue, you just stand on ten
[Verse 1]
He took a pic' with his new blick and think he in the field
I ain't got to prove myself to no n***a to show that I'm real
Everybody want to pick up a gun, but won't nobody kill
I let n***as get too comfortable, now, they just wanna chill
N***as say what they gon' do for you
He told me, "If I shoot, he shoot"
If you die on a mission, won't nobody come to your funeral
He tryna be hard, don't wanna listen
I can't get through to you
Give brodie the blicky, sit back and witness
I just throw the oop
I put stars inside the roof so it'll never rain
I put diamonds on my dogs so they'll never change
I took racks up out the safe and took it to the bank
You lied to me, say you never leave
I wish you never came

[Chorus]
Dear, Lamar, how you just leave yo' lil' brother?
Main story, takin’ Xans, tryna crash, I won't let 'em
We had got a youngin clipped, but this shit still don't feel better
And I had cut off every n***a who had said they my killer (Nah, for real)
Sometimes, I cry a lot of tears, this shit don't feel right
You know I ain't gon' never be the same until you kill, right?
Ma lost both her twins, and you keep tellin' me to live life
You know I think 'bout all our memories, it gives me chills, right?
Barely see our kids and our big sister cryin' every night
12 took all my guns, they don't give a fuck, they wanna see her die
What you know 'bout cryin' in front of your n***a?
It hurt so bad, can't hold it in and you feel like goin' up top
Just brought you closer to the end, this shit don't feel right
[Verse 2]
Told my dog that he can't come 'round
He think I want him dead
Before you came, I loaded up all my clips and put one in the head
I can't have no n***a with me playin' killer, but really scared
I'm talkin' 'bout dice game, cee-lo and big bro in the shed
Make her turn the lights off 'fore she get down and give me head
I washed off wit' Pine-Sol, dirty pistol and bloody hands
I done been on missions, kept clickin' and that bitch steady jammed
I done came through a couple times, you saw the car and ran
I just do what I can, life wasn't too fair
You in the hood all by yourself with nothin' to do there
I did shit for you that you won't even ask to do for me
I been up for weeks, been chewin' Percs, but I can barely sleep

[Bridge]
I don't wanna love no more
Wish I never hug no hoe
Can't stop takin' drugs no more
Just promise me that you'll never go
And I'll be here for you 'til you get old

[Chorus]
Dear, Lamar, how you just leave yo' lil' brother?
Main story, takin' Xans, he tryna crash, I won't let 'em
We had got a youngin clipped, but this shit still don't feel better
And I had cut off every n***a who had said they my killer (Nah, for real)
Sometimes, I cry a lot of tears, this shit don't feel right
You know I ain't gon' never be the same until you kill, right?
Ma lost both her twins and you keep tellin' me to live life
You know I think 'bout all our memories, it gives me chills, right?
Barely seein' our kids and our big sister cryin' every night
12 took all my guns, They don't give a fuck
They wanna see us die
What you know 'bout cryin' in front of you n***a?
It hurt so bad, can't hold it in
And you feel like goin' up top
Just brought you closer to the end
This shit don't feel right