[Intro]
Why is it so hard to love you?
I don't know if we can make through

[Chorus]
She don't like when I hold all my feelings in
I stay high to hold my emotions in
We fucked last night, and we've been fighting ever since
This is not what lovers do, this is not what love has been
She don't like when I hold all my feelings in
I stay high to hold my emotions in
We fucked last night, and we've been fighting ever since
This is not what lovers do, this is not what love has been, I

[Verse 1]
Had to go switch up and do something different
I couldn't get caught on these Percs
Depression been hittin' me, I feel distant
Trust me, bae, I don't know my worth
And you know what's worse? Finding lovе then fucking up
I don't think I'm good enough
I got used to bеing broken, now I trust no one, I'm hopeless (It's alright)
Maybe love just ain't built for us, maybe love is just killing us
Maybe it's you are the reason why I feel so numb, maybe I just need a break

[Bridge]
Why is it so hard to love you? (Hard to love and love and love and love)
I don't know if we can make through (She the one to love)
Why is it so hard to love you? (I tried to run but found a place for us)
I don't know if we can make through (I tried to run but found a place for us)
[Chorus]
She don't like when I hold all my feelings in
I stay high to hold my emotions in
We fucked last night, and we've been fighting ever since
This is not what lovers do, this is not what love has been
She don't like when I hold all my feelings in
I stay high to hold my emotions in
We fucked last night, and we've been fighting ever since
This is not what lovers do, this is not what love has been

[Verse 2]
She talking 'bout "Fuck me", no, fuck you
I hate you, I love you, I hate that I still love you
She talkin' 'bout "Fuck this, fuck that", fuck me then
I hate that I still want you
I'm numb
I haven't found someone that loves me unconditionally
Unconditionally

[Outro]
Why is it so hard to love you? (Hard to run, I found a place for us)
I don't know if we can make through (I tried to run but found a place for us)
Why is it so hard to love you? (So numb, you keep me up)
You left me scars inside the place you left for us