Yeah, I wish that I could take all of your pain away in a second
First time I ever really loved, don't want a second
I just want to be right next to you, I hate texting
If I didn't listen to my gut, I would've regretted it

I know that we're back now but I still like to worry
Wish that I could fix all your problems when you're hurting
Something in my head is telling me I'm not deserving
Something in my head is telling me I'm not enough

You know it's always really hard for me to see you
You look so good, sometimes I wish that I could be you
I've got a list of peoplе that I know I'd die for
There's only onе bullet point, I only see you

You know it's always really hard for me to see you
You look so good, sometimes I wish that I could be you
I've got a list of people that I know I'd die for
There's only one bullet point, I only see you

Got me [?] running away, I don't wanna be alone
If I can't be there in person, I'll be right here on the phone
Always sitting, reminiscing by the faces I make up
Always sitting and overthinking by the things I've been told

Sorry that I get so jealous
I'm sorry that you said something and I ain't get the message
Sorry that I always run away from how I'm feeling
Sometimes I just wanna blow my brains out on the ceiling
Sorry that I give such small things meaning
Sorry that the way I act can sometimes be deceiving
And I'm so glad you called me right before I started healing
Trust me I try but I can't do this without you by my side
You know it's always really hard for me to see you
You look so good, sometimes I wish that I could be you
I've got a list of people that I know I'd die for
There's only one bullet point, I only see you