[Verse]
I won't feel alive for now, I promise you I'll try for now
But you'll die soon or later, feelings on the paper, you won't hear me crying out, oh no
Give me a chance, put my hand in the bandwidth, I wanna feel something alive
But I can't have shit, maybe I'll manage, but for now, it seems like I'm dying
And I'm dying, it's fine, I promise you, drink the water out the faucet
And I cry every time I'm reminded of you, I might fucking end it all
Bring it up again, please, my mind is leaking Adderall
So many things against me, why can't I get up after I fall?
I do it again, even if it hurts my head, but I want you next to me
I don't need any friends and I wanna be dead, I don't need any ecstasy
I don't get any rest, put a knife to my chest, would you sit there and watch me bleed?
Laying down in my bed, only think about you, when I know that you don't think about me
I try, I promise, dreaming about you at night
All said and done, tell me this is what you wanted