I see you hurtin’
From the way you walk in and the way you go
I can’t ignore it
You don’t have to tell me - that’s that shit I know
(yeah)
I know, I’ve done many things that you still hold on to
Tell me what I need to do to prove myself to you
Watchin’ days go by, ‘cuz I don’t feel like I can move
I’m lonely as fuck and the worst part’s you’re lonely too
All this shit inside my head
How do I stop?
I can’t
I just pretend that I’m okay
Until I lose control again
And mess it up for good this time
I lie awake, it’s killing me
My head is spinning endlessly
I need some sleep, but you can’t see
I wish

But first, you gotta find you
Go do what you have to
I just don’t wanna feel alone
(Alone)
I don’t feel like myself now
I think I need help now
But you will never know
(Know)
I can’t get rid of all these thoughts up in my head
I can’t believe it, but I wish that I was dead
I think I might’ve fucked up
But I’m trying so hard
Haven’t I already shown?
(Shown)
Fuck all communication
I’m running out of patience
You say some shit and hurt me
I just don’t understand you
I swear, I don’t wanna hate you
I’m just goin’ through the stages
Just tryna make sense of it all
Why did you let them change you?
Why did you let them change you?
Why did you let them put thoughts in your head?
How did you let them put words in your mouth?
Shit make me think that I’m better off dead
Why did you, why did you say what you said?
How did you leave?
Why did I stay?
I’m praying to God that one day you’ll come back
I got nothing left

But first, you gotta find you
Go do what you have to
I just don’t wanna feel alone
(Alone)
I don’t feel like myself now
I think I need help now
But you will never know
(Know)
I can’t get rid of all these thoughts up in my head
I can’t believe it, but I wish that I was dead
I think I might’ve fucked up
But I’m trying so hard
Haven’t I already shown?
(Shown)