So you think this shit is easy I’ve just been moving on?
Like I don’t want to text you and ask if you heard my last song?
I’m not a man yet (censor) I still act wrong
But you should’ve told me that this would fucking last long
See I’m the type to get stuck over little shit and you know that
Like when you ignore my text but you text my fucking bro back
But now I know that shit was so insignificant
Nothing could compare to the hell that I’ve been living in
Texted you October 1st hospital October 3rd
Because I tried to overdose to see if I could stop the hurt
I know it’s stupid as hell to think that you saved my soul
But you don’t know what it’s like to see both of your cousins go
And then your grandma leaves off in the middle of them
And I never visited did they die thinking I didn’t love them?
Look I’m not trying to pass this burden I just thought there’s reasons you should know why I’m hurting
And I’ll pull back the red curtains and you see all of me inside out and broken
And this shit goes for more than partner, I turned my back
And stop showing love to the ones who showed love back
And if I push you away, you’re probably one of the ones I love
Because at this point I’m even doing it to my own blood
But shit I been pushed away for years so what’s the difference?
It’s hard to care about your mind when it’s your soul that’s missing
It’s hard to care about your mind when it’s your soul that’s missing