There is caffeine running through my veins
But it's no substitute for blood
Been up all night just trying to get myself to change
But you and I both know I never could

Cause in my head I'd like to think that I'm a genius
With deific thoughts or something more than human
Then loneliness is necessary not a weakness
I find my hope in a delusion

You can go to the ends of the earth
Just living life like a rebel
But please just know the only one you're kidding is yourself
This is a rocky beach and all you arе's a pebble
Just cause you'rе different doesn't mean the you are special

I walk into a room and my stomach feels nauseous
I see friendly faces filled with hope
But if small talk and suicide were my two options
Then I'd be hanging from a rope

Man I'm so sorry for those things I said and did
Sorry for all these things I've broken
Sorry for messing with your relationships
But most of all I'm sorry I didn't notice
Yeah most of all I'm sorry I didn't notice

You can go to the ends of the earth
Just living life like a rebel
But please just know the only one you're kidding is yourself
This is a rocky beach and all you are's a pebble
Just cause you're different doesn't mean the you are special
Just cause you're different doesn't mean the you are special