[Intro]
Tell me have you ever loved someone so much
That your drug of choice becomes their touch
Tell me do you always put yourself to blame
Tryna to maintain, tryna relight the flame?

[Verse 1]
I fell right apart right in front of her door
She texted me, “What are you here for?”
Baby I ain't no matador
When the stakes get high I drop to the floor
Been drinking away my nights to pass the time
Fallin’ in and out of love to stay alive
I always chase a high I know I'll never find
Why is she still on my mind?

[Pre-Chorus]
Why is she still on my mind?
Why is shе still on my mind?
Why is she still on my mind?

[Chorus]
Last fa-
(Don't you know)
Don’t you know, this is all a show
And with highs come lows, so hold on
Last fall I fell again, for a sombеr girl
Somber till the end
[Bridge]
Words left unsaid circle round my head
As the curtains closed so did her act end
Filled with dread over what comes next
As memories fade to gray

[Chorus]
Don't you know, this is all a show
And with highs come lows, so hold on
Don't you know, this is all a show
And with highs come lows, so hold on

[Verse 2]
I'm holdin' on to yesterday
Stuck in a haze, morally depraved
Memories of her feed me feelings I crave
She won't even look my fuckin' way
Been drinking away my nights to pass the time
Falling in and out of love to stay alive
I always chase a high I know I'll never find
Why is she still on my mind?

[Pre-Chorus]
Why is she still on my mind?
Why is she still on my mind?
I love to feel alive
Why is she still on my mind?
Don’t you know, this is all a show
And with highs come lows, so hold on
[Chorus]
Don’t you know
Don't you know, this is all a show
And with highs come lows, so hold on
Last fall I fell again, for a somber girl
Somber till the end

[Bridge]
Now all I got are these memories
Heart on my sleeve, I’m bleeding deep
Over miso soup cut with celery
She told me that she loved me

[Outro]
Now all I got are these melodies
Heart in my DAW, perfect remedy
Up on Adderall, chasing dopamine
I'm letting go, let go with me