Pay For Pain
When I Was 14
When we were 14
Started thinking of you
Locked up next to you
Second floor hallway
I am friends with you
Am I? Am I?

Never told you I was disappointed
When we didn’t get homeroom together
I’m obsessed with you
Am I? Am I?

Met you on your throne
Up in the lake house
Did I? Am I?

I’ve been thinking about you
I’ve been drinking about you
You knew what it was in my closed palm
Saw it on your sleeve, agony charm

Hurt you when I did
Made a fool of myself
Made decision to go separate places
Turned it back around
Did I?
Yes, I did