Russ
My Life Story
[Intro]
This song goes out to my grandpa, and my family, 'cause they help me through all my struggles, and how to conquer it, and everything. Alright, here it goes

[Verse]
For 16 years I'm going through this pain
I'm not gonna be the same
I cry because I have to take the blame
Every time I cry it's like rain
It all start when my life and I'm unsold
I tried to blame others for my mistakes
My heart and mind aches
And now I want my story to be told
At 9 months old my family changed without a choice
And I went through a lot of foster homes
My struggle was like the kid in Home Alone
Then the Campany family heards God's voice
I got adopted at 5 years old
The stress is on my shoulders
The stress is coming down like a boulder
I used to hit my mom at 8 or 9 years old
I got bullied from 9 to 10 years old
I started stealing from my parents
I think I need to get some guidance
I need to get bold
At the age of 15 I got beat up
When my brother heard the news he was mad
Then he got sad
People kept telling me to pick my head up
Then I started smoking weed
I also started drinking beer by myself
People asked me, "What's wrong with yourself?"
Then I started cutting and it would bleed
Then, on my 16th birthday I went to court
I got accused of rape
It felt like a sour grape
I tried hiding my pain
By building a fort
Then I went for a four wheeler ride
I crashed the four wheeler
Then, I was known as stealer
I need some guide...
I need a guide
But in my earlier years
My mom raped me
It felt like a bumblebee
I drowned in my thoughts
There's tears
I felt suicidal
One shot, in my head, would end it, right?
People wanted me to fight
But Russ is my idol
I don't know where I see myself in 10 years
Maybe jail?
My mom's body's for sale
Maybe I should start stabbing myself?
Then tears would... happen
With my gears
My mom fucks everyone on the streets
I felt like I am a ghost
And now...
And no one wants..
Notices me every time I do something wrong
That's when they notice me
I need a treat
And that's my song