Long Live Khambrail
This one for you my boy
I wake up everyday & I see you
& That give me motivation to keep pushing
Cuz I know that's what you was all about
Remember Coach Fernandez use to tell us balls to the walls no matter the cause
Well that shit still hold weight till this day
I don't think they understand the pain that I been through
Why you hitting my line when I ain't never ever send for you
Trying get right with God but damn i'm still a sinner too
Always been the center of attention never played the two
Everyday I pray asking God to clear my namе
Can't complain about the karma that be coming my way
The firе that I spit gone give yo' spine chills bengay
Use to live for none just passing through the days
I'd be high as fuck finding new ways to get blazed
Right now i'm just trying get by
I got dreams & aspirations
No Ceilings ain't no limit to my high
Trying get back no Chicago but my n***as in the sky
To this day it still bring tears to my eyes
Shit be so crazy just how time flies
It's finna be two years since they took my dawg from us
That shit be eating me alive dawg for real for real
Wish I could kill time & rewind
Back to days I still had all my guys
Fake love always looks real it ain't no disguise
Real peep real you can't even hide
True intentions in the air like stomach butterflies
N***a my intuition got me peeping lies
I just wanna leave this earth & reunite with Lord God
Steady regressing from asking "Lord why?"
"Why me? Why Us?" but you maintain faith & keep yo' trust
The toughest battles for his strongest soldiers
Wish my heart ain't turn colder
Truth be told I always hated being a loner
But i'd rather be alone with you
But before all that I gotta do what it is i gotta do
Wasn't the smartest n***a I regret dropping out of school
Gotta make this paper chasing after young blues
The right way no more kicking doors & leaving all these clues
I can't afford to fight a case
So to jail I go praying & wishing to see them better days
Jesus take the wheel give me peace & prosperity
Clear my mind from all of the negativity & help me maintain an abundance mindset
Yea my dawg gone
Can't explain this pain
It's internal mane
Stuck inside my head I cried for days
Weeks on top of months I'm a keep it real mane
Yea I need a blunt
Surprised I ain't popped no pills to keep my ass from going insane
Yea I'm tryna keep sane
Life moving fast & I ain't talking bout no Usain
Smoking on this gas like I'm puffing on some propain
I stay to myself cuz a lot of you n***a been lame
Aye
Long Live one man