[Verse 1]

I got too crazy last night
Where the hell the time been?
Where the hell my mind been?
I can't even find it

Through with all this sunshine
Facing all the darkness
Figure out my problems
Gotta finally solve this

But in the realest part of the day
Realest part of the day
Baby I'm still so afraid
And you still far away

So I'll stay down here
I'll just stay down

And I know it's my fault
Should've planned for the fall
Baby it's almost fall
We should go to the mall

I can buy you whatever
Girl just make it all better

[Verse 2]

And I probably fell off
Yeah I'm probably still lost
And I don't know how come
But I'm tryna to get on

I can still do my thing down here
I'll still do my thing

And that was never real let's be honest
Never real let's be honest
But, we can put that behind us
We can put that behind us

And I've always been alone
Girl it's all I've ever known

She say
She say, it'll all change some day
But I've heard that babe
And I'm losing faith

And we know too much
So it's all on us
But it's not just luck
This is not just love

This something else

And I've, seen it all before
You don't have a heart
You just love what isn't yours
But you can't do that this year
You can't do that

[Verse 3]

And I think bout my mom
How we're not even close
And I think about home
Guess that's just how it goes

Wonder what I've become
I just wish I could know
I just wish I could know

With my folks back home
I've been feeling alone
So I had to get stoned
Mixing highs with the lows

And it's the worst, cause you don't even know you're not happy

It's the worst
Yeah
It's the worst
It's the worst