I told you i wanted to kill myself
You took that as meaning something else
A clever way to get you to stay
A toxic maneuver to quell my heartbreak

I saw you as my companion
You saw me as your biggest fear
You thought i wanted something
Cause i said i didn’t wanna be here

Now i’ll keep my mouth shut, baby
Save it for the ones who love me
Graceful rage is all that suits me these days

I hope you’re happy now
Telling everyone you love i’m crazy
It’s okay, i understand
But have you talked to someone lately?

Now i’ll keep my mouth shut, baby
Save it for the ones who love me
Graceful rage is all that suits me these days

Not a whisper from me, baby
I’ll take the medicine you gave me
Graceful rage is all that suits me these days

What if i trusted you?
What if i was scared?
What if i told you because
A part of me still wanted to be here?