[Verse]
01, 19 years in this life full of joy, hate
My imagination, this life's an illusion
I've been losing to my demons, i can't really see em
N***as really fake, i can see it in their face
I must decide my fate cuz i'll drown any time
Gotta take what's mine,can i survive? cuz i'll crack like an egg and i beg to the lord that he gives me more power, i know i've been sinnin, but wait just a minute, i'll search and find my only true purpose, the devils telling me everyday that i'm worthless
Suicide is my only true friend cuz he's there in the end and i won't have to pretend, the way i think, the way that i smile, i want to go back to being a child cuz i felt nothing

[Outro]
Defiance, a n***a not lying when he says he's really trying, i dont like compliance, i'm still here fighting, fierce like a lion, i speak with silence and i speak with violence