It's hard for me
To give up on what I need
It keeps me alive
When I can't pass by
Leaving me nothing worth it behind

There's nothing I'd rather have instead
Smoking on the loud at almost every night
Made me forget all about the things on my mind

Why'd I decide to use up my time?
Exploring my own mind
When I could try to focus on creating something worthwhile

My eyes have turned red
I've got cottonmouth that won't make me regret
Forgot about the shit that's been on my mind

Can't leave it
It's in my bones
It makes me mad
There's nothing I'd rather have
I can't resist