Its taken me some time to find the reasons why
I can't be held responsible or be controlled
Lacking every ounce of self respect
That I thought my god had blessed me with
I made myself deplete this quality

Leaving it up to me
I can't handle the pressuring
Sitting here grinding my teeth
What you want you will not see

I don't need enemies I've got myself
Battling every day just to end with doubt

And every time that I try to hide
A little bit of my egoless shit floods through my basement

Leaving it up to me
I can't handle the pressuring
Sitting here grinding my teeth
What you want you will not see

Doubting is killing dreams
Difficult for me to believe
That I can be who I need to be
Who can count on me for anything?
I don't need enemies I've got myself
Battling every day just to end with doubt

Why do I always let everyone down?

I always love everyone till their not around