It doesn't make sense to smoke cigarettes to relieve my stress
But I can't help it
I guess I'm just used to being abused and forgotten too
It feels so cruel
It doesn't matter how I feel
It's no big deal
I'm forced to conceal
I guess I'm just to being insulted
Didn't sign up for this
This isn't what I wanted

I'm the blame
I'm the blame
Blame me for everything
Cause you claim
Cause you claim
I'm the blame for everything
I'm the blame
I'm the blame
Blame me for everything
And you've made
And you've made
Me think that I'm deranged

No
Life has strengthened it's hold
So
It might crush my bones
In case this is all
Meaningless from the start
I can't make it up
Every memory attached
Make up or simplify
I need someone to tell me it's alright
When the truth is I know nothing ever gives away
Security
And it's crushing the walls I've reconstructed

This is all just a game to you
But there's no cheat codes for me to use
You don't know what you do
What you put me through
Yeah, you shattered my glass
And all I can ask for is a vacuum to suck it up
You're the reason I get so upset
You're the reason I slit my wrists

So life has turned so cold
I just want to know
Why i can't live my life
I just need to die