If I Die First
Is It Me or Your Secrets That Keep You Up At Night
[Intro: Zubin]
I know you move at the pace of your secrets
You toss and you turn when you're dreaming
And I think you've said enough
Yeah, I think you've said enough

[Verse 1: LiL Lotus, Zubin, LiL Lotus & Zubin]
Your reasons feel like cancer
Scratch at my skin
Wish that I could forget your touch
It's not enough, wait 'til the morning
I promise this will all be over

[Chorus: NEDARB & Zubin, LiL Lotus]
I'm tired of this mess (So tired of this mess)
I feel an increased distance (I feel so distant)
Empty bottles cover your room (These empty bottles, they cover your room)
How long until you're in full bloom? (You're in full bloom)

[Verse 2: Lil Lotus, Zubin, LiL Lotus & Zubin]
All this regret makes me sick to my stomach
(Has this gone too long? Gone too long?)
It's not enough, it's not enough
I took too much and I don't think
I can stop whenever I want
I can stop whenever I want
[Bridge: Zubin, LiL Lotus, Zubin & LiL Lotus]
You said you don't want this to be over
Try and keep your composure (Composure)
Don't think about it too much (About it too much)
Don't think about it too much
You said you don't want this to be over (To be over)
Try and keep your composure (Try and keep your composure)
Don't think about it too much
Don't think about it too much
Don't think about it too much

[Chorus: NEDARB & Zubin, LiL Lotus]
I'm tired of this mess (So tired of this mess)
I feel an increased distance (I feel so distant)
Empty bottles cover your room (These empty bottles, they cover your room)
How long until you're in full bloom? (You're in full bloom)

[Breakdown: LiL Lotus & Travis Richter, LiL Lotus]
I can stop whenever I want
I'm so sick to my stomach
It's hard to believe
I can stop whenever I want
I'm so sick to my stomach
It's hard to believe

[Outro: Zubin & LiL Lotus]
We've been falling on and off
(I feel so sick to my stomach, it's hard to believe)
We've been falling on and off
(I feel so sick to my stomach, it's hard to believe)
We've been falling on and off, oh-oh-oh-off