If I Die First
Just Another Body at the Bottom of the Lake
[Intro: Zubin]
I don't want to think about it
All we do is fall apart (All we do is fall apart)
Splintered broken mirrors
Piercing through my heart (Piercing through my heart)
Everything that you once hated, you've become
And now you're on your own, alone
Left in your head, no second chances
Your own words is what you choke on
[Verse 1: Nedarb & LiL Lotus]
I'm sick and I'm tired of falling all apart
I'm running out of excuses to keep it together
I feel like I'm just a dead weight sinking
A dead weight sinking
[Chorus: LiL Lotus & Zubin]
For too long (For too long)
I've wasted so much time
Trying my best not to fall into pieces
And I don't know what you're expecting of me
But its hard to bеlieve this is all that I've needеd
Are we wasting time?
'Cause you're better off not dragging this dead weight around
This dead weight around
Are we losing sight?
(I'm staring at the headlights burning
I'm staring at the headlights burning)
[Verse 2: LiL Lotus & Zubin]
Feel like a deer in the headlights
And if I'm hit, would it make a sound?
Follow the trace of your footsteps
To a grave dug six feet down
So I wrote a note for you
Every word, I wrote it out
I'll miss you just like every day
But I miss you more right now
Let's talk about the way you keep me up at night (Feel like a deer in the headlights, and if I'm hit, would it make a sound?)
Let's settle down (Follow the trace of your footsteps to a grave dug six feet down)
My mind can play these tricks sometimes
I'll come around and make the same mistake with you (So I wrote a note for you, every word I wrote it out)
(I'll miss you just like every day, but I miss you more right now)
I'll make the same mistake with you
[Verse 3: LiL Lotus & Nedarb]
I can't believe, because I've been here before
But it feels like the first time (Rest in peace)
And we lost this right before our eyes
Now I see how you left me alone like a deer in the headlights
And now there is nothing we can do to save us
[Chorus: LiL Lotus & Zubin]
For too long (For too long)
I've wasted so much time
Trying my best not to fall into pieces
And I don't know what you're expecting of me
But its hard to believe this is all that I've needed
Are we wasting time?
'Cause you're better off not dragging this dead weight around
This dead weight around
Are we losing sight?
(I'm staring at the headlights burning
I'm staring at the headlights burning)