Rhythm of the Rain

[Hook]

Dancing to the rhythm of the rain

How could I go wrong?

If I was ruling my mind

I must have been blind



[VERSE I]

Give me a pen to write with

A girl to spend the night with

I'm not sayin' it's right but

I'm saying it's what I like and

It doesn't seem to matter anymore. What's the difference, anyways?

Tonight is more important than tomorrow and the next day

I leave her on the bed, wander to the living room

Listening to music in my head, this is nothin' new

Yeah it's dreadful the things we do. Yeah

It's dreadful the things that we do

The sad part is, I don't see myself changing anytime soon

I'm dancing to the rhythym of the rain in a monsoon

Even though I hate the effects

I love the affection, love the attention

And hell, it's a fun addiction

Search for it, fiend for it, need more it's like I

Can't get enough and everything I do just leads towards it

It's never worth it

Someone always ends up getting hurt

But I guess I'll learn that later

I'm back in bed with her





[Hook]

Dancing to the rhythm of the rain

How could I go wrong?

If I was ruling my mind

I must have been blind



[VERSE II]

I reevaluate my life. Write it out

Paper and pen relieve the constant need to shout

Maybe if I look close enough, I could discover

What started all of this. Was it my lack of a mother?

Or the fact that the last girl that I had was unfaithful?

A million different reasons could be makin' me hateful

If you are what you eat then I'm pride

Couldn't swallow, so I choked and died inside

I write for me, but I record for you

Make a beat with her in my room, play it on loop

Say I'm trying to find love, and I lost trust

Meanwhile I'm playing hide-n-seek with lust

Throwing wrongs at the wall, tryin' to paint this right

Using matchsticks like firewood, just looking for a light

I walk out the door, to avoid more of the same

Arms out in the street just to feel the pouring rain



[Hook]

Dancing to the rhythm of the rain

How could I go wrong?

If I was ruling my mind

I must have been blind



[VERSE III]

So here I sit, lost in my head

So many things I thought, but never said

I replay the day in my mind every night

And do it right the second time

What'd they say about hindsight?

Write about it

A million different oppurtunities missed for mistresses

Add another name, the list is overcrowded

Every time I speak I have to weigh the options

Decide which key will fit the cage that I'm locked in

Like "No, I can't say that

We might get lost in conversation and wander down a stray path

End up far from where we started and forget the way back

And honestly, I don't know if I can take that."

There goes another friendship, lost in the mess

Try to make it something more but it turns into less

Rain on my face helps me deal with the stress

It heals what these words can't express



[Hook]

Dancing to the rhythm of the rain

How could I go wrong?

If I was ruling my mind

I must have been blind