90BRO
One Bird, Two Stoned..
The truth will set u free
John 8:32

If Drew Rich
Never opened up
I'd still be closed today
Before i met him
I was a hopeless case
Understatement

He was contemplating
If this is even worth it

It's ironic
How he empowered me
When he was hurt

His solemn words
Gave me guidance
I truly felt
Like I found my purpose
Uncovered, under the surface

Complements still make me nervous
I don't deserve to be alive

This must be some kind of mistake

This a charade that I've forced
And it's fake..

Re-inforcing the intake
I hit the bottle
Inhalents and vapours

Replaying
The pain of it all
Im for-saken
Late nights debating
When and how we can make it

Not knowing the direction
That the winds were facing

Everytime i asked
For a second chance
Man he gave it

God was always sending me messages
Marion Cotillard in inception
Devilish intentions

Acting like i didn't know better then
But i always knew
Liberally educated
Felt grateful
I still do

Hop in black cabs
For the crack

West end life
Fine wine dining
Desires of black labels

Obamas first term
I felt modern and unstable
Magnums of dom perignon
For the table
We hit Nobu
And we shut it down
Strawberry champagne
I gave bartenders the run around

It took me 6ix years
Still am coming down
Stumbled in medusa
Champagne Rumours
And russian bird cock ride..
Innocence and passion i could not hide
Spearmint Rhino
I had the visa
And the amex on standby

GateCrasher, Sin City, Birms
I took much Pride
Five Ways to Broad Street
Running through stop signs
MailBox 2 BullRing
200 quid on 4 courses
An it weren't a thing
I barely feel regret
Back then
Those nights were everything
Problys shoulda weighed on me heavily
Since my enlightenment
Past reminders unsettle me

A life of embellishment

Buds were on evergreen
Budwisers and tele-screens
Dominoes and weed now
I wonder is this
How they'll remember me
Cause nowadays
Marijuana does nothin for us

I took a dab
And felt a little flustered

Tired then a got the munchies
Lustful
For a higher rush
I'm still hungry

Walk through these streets
That voted leave
Overhear my own cd, buzzin

Bless em tha Tak3n knees
Like Kaepernick
As if it means something
Hit up Yauatcha
For some steam dumplings

Desserts aren't as sweet as they were
I still get blunted but now I'm fiending for H.E.R

I used to be mature
Now i digress
I guess my team feel it the worst
Group chats

I throw the meanest of words
I didn't mean it , I curse
I bleed when i sneeze
Cough up a lung
No chi
Went from feng shui suites
To livin in a sty jeeeez
Can never say that I lose sleep

I'll tell yaz when I find it

Forever drowning in dreams

My family is Confounded

Unimates married
Making 6 figures oversees

And im still here
Chasing a second degree
My soul bleeds

I'm done drug taking
I no longer recognise faces

Blurred retinas
Told me i'd never see straight

Crazy cause my visions
Clearer than its ever bin

The bigger picture

Sippin absolut
Tappin into the spirits

Lost in the woods
Like Link leaving the village
To seek sages and find wisdom

The secret to my success
I stopped

Giving a fuck
Who WAS listening

The networks bigger than you's think

I hear them wisper from the distance
"Kept it authentic", I'm "gifted"

I don't take it for granted
I'm not worthy

I cannot fathom or understand it

Outsiders treating me
Like I'm the one
That made this happen?

I'll hit up NNE and throw a tantrum

This stress is a madness

I see no vision in division
We all have to mack it

I'm done with distractions
I'm done hitting up passion

As a effort to reclaim

A lost youth
That was never mine to attain

No More Games
This generation equating
Intelligence under fame

The attention fuels aggression
I'm stuck in a phase

When North East
Heads get together
Things can really change

All of us should be ashamed
What can I say

I'm still stuck in this maze
Mistake mates for snakes

Vice versa its grey and it maybe to late

Flame emojis won't save us
Because All we do is blaze..

Fuck sake..