[Verse 1]
I could've been more indignant
You were drunk when we did it
Guess I thought I'd feel older
If I just got it over with
Stuck in some costume
Eighteen year old full moon
Think I already loved you
I should've known better

[Refrain]
But how could I? Mhm

[Verse 2]
Don't know what to believe in
Scared that I didn't mean it
Scared you'll end up on speed dial
Or end up in Silverlake
Praying you’ll or take me
Say I've been thinking lately
Pretty sure that you hate me
And you'll laugh it off

[Refrain]
And say how could I? Mhm
[Verse 3]
Tell me what feels the most broken
Is it your heart or your ego?
You can say it out loud
Get out in thе open
I heard you've been smoking
Scarеd to death and still hoping
That I'll come to my senses
Let down my defenses

[Refrain]
But how could I? Mhm

[Outro]
How could I? Mhm
How could I? Mhm