[Hook]
Where do you turn when you're spinning in circles?
When anger and pain start to encircle?
You grit your teeth until your face turns purple
Lose what you love and run your life in the dirt fool!
You just gotta look up and figure it out
All before you start filling with doubt
[Verse 1]
I'm tired of this man, I'm tired of it all
Trying to get up now and all I do is fall
Back on my feet but my back's to the wall
Mind blocked like Tetris with tetanus locking my jaw
Got me bottoming out with time passing in crawl
Dark in a corner I lie, sit, and I bawl
Bells keep dinging it's an emotional brawl
I'm on me ripping and tearing
Staring and glaring, scaring myself
When I look in mirrors
That's me facing my fears
Jerking my tears
I hate that reflection that leers!
Especially the way that it peers
Deep in my soul
It pours outta this hole
It overflows into the rows
And no one knows
That I'm about to just hop off it
About to risk it all at a chance for no profit
I just can't stop it
Here, I'll hand you my heart just drop it
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Wow my head is spinning
And this is just the beginning
Thought is my little minion
Bouncing off my cranium
Bashing my brain
It's dense as uranium
My loss is my gain
I make it rain on them
While I'm progressing my grain
I gather strength from my pain
I guess I reap what what I sow
Here's a peep at my show
Picking them off 1 by 1
Catching tigers by the toe
I put them under the gun, I got my ducks in a row
Keep them in line like my exes, I tick I tack and I toe
So much stronger I grow
When I'm at my emotional low
So shoot me down
Plasterize my face with a frown
And make me cry
Run my fucking tear ducts dry
I want you! Look at me why!?
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
Why you gotta drag me over here every night?
Away from me avoiding me and making me fight
It's like I'm losing you I'm starting to kite
Dancing all around in myself in hopes that I might
Stumble on a way to finally do something right
I feel so hopeless, copeless
No longer the dopest
Getting so hard now to coast this
All a sudden you roast this
Tension that's been building up between you and I
You tell me that you want me I'm your favorite guy
You've got me in your web now it's as easy as pie
And you're radiant, stealing my eye
I don't know why, I said I'll never be confused
I'd rather be gathered, beaten, battered, shattered and used
While you try to bore me and ignore leaving my confidence bruised
Everything I see you do, to me it's a ruse
Now you're my muse
Take a look at the clues
We need to be together, just look at how our chemistry brews