[Verse]
I wish I could break the mirror
It makes me feel like I should fucking disappear
And drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears
No matter what I try, they always seem to come back to life

[Pre-Chorus]
What if I didn't do this to my body?
What if I quit and then you don't want me?
The dinner conversation no one talks about
Don't know how much longer I can keep this down

[Chorus]
Beauty is a knife
I've been holding by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything
It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive
They're all like
"Did you change your hair?"
"Did you lose a little weight?"
"You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great"
I hatе that I always look my best
When I'm dying on the insidе

[Post-Chorus]
Inside
When I, when,when I
When I'm dying on the inside
Whoa, whoa
When I'm dying, when I'm dying
You only love me when I'm dying
When I'm dying on the inside