Dead but Alive

Verse 1:
Lighters up, Lighters up
Ain't a fighter, but I'm screaming help me
Insecurities, overwhelm me
Trynna find peace
In this world, no one is safe

And I'll keep a watch from up here
There's no need to worry
I'll leave my legacy for the others
But I'll get replaced someday

Chorus:
So, I'm down down down down down
I'll, take care of you
Yeah I'm drown drown drown drown
I, can't breathe in you
Yeah I'm in hell hell hell hell hеll
I'm, dead but alive to you
I'm
Dead but alivе to you

Verse 2:
Dead but alive
Dead, dead but alive
I know if I met you
You could light the sky
49 days, I'll be saying goodbyes
I know I will see you
But in my next life
Not trynna say I'm sorry
To leave you behind
After all, if all the myths are true
I'll be by your side
Maybe not here
Maybe not now
There's a chance
You be happy
If I were gone to you

Pre-chorus:
I feel for you
Hold on you
Save my best
Just for you
When times are hard
I'll go back to you

Chorus:
So I'm down down down down down
I'll, take care of you
Yeah I'm drown drown drown drown
I, can't breathe in you
Yeah I'm in hell hell hell hell hell
I'm, dead but alive to you
I'm
Dead but alive to you
Bridge:
All these pressure is
Too much on me
I choose to love you
More than I'll ever love myself

Verse 3:
Now I'm praying for myself
I'll go heaven and ill seek help
Is funny how I feel alone
Standing in a room of friends
Who deemed to be very my best
I guess when its time
People throw you like the rest
It's sad but it's my very own test

Chorus:
So I'm down down down down down
I'll, take care of you
Yeah I'm drown drown drown drown
I, can't breathe in you
Yeah I'm in hell hell hell hell hell
I'm, dead but alive to you
I'm
Dead but alive to you
Dead but alive to you
Dead but alive to you