I ain't gonna lie
I wanna cry
But i can't
I really tried
But i ain't feel no emotion

Fucking 6 feet under and i can not hear a sound
I think im better off deep within the ground
Friends try to hold me up but im always down
I hope i make it past 25
But i feel long ago i died
Just another year tryna make it out alive

Another year and i don't know how to feel
Father diagnosed with cancer and that shit not feelin real
These mood swings i don't know how to deal
I feel I'm breaking apart at the seems
I got Hella people round me but i don't feel the love
Smiles on their faces and they're warm as fuck
But it will never bе enough
I swear a bullet through thе heart is the only drug
I wanna go but i don't man I'm feeling stuck
Why this life shit always rough
(why the fuck this shit always rough)

Fucking 6 feet under and i can not hear a sound
I think im better off deep within the ground
Friends try to hold me up but im just stayin down
I hope i make it past 25
But i feel long ago i died
Just another year tryna make it out alive
(make it out alive)
(i hope i make it past 25)