Verse 1:
Try look for the positives
All I see is a crook breakin' promises
Colourless
Everywhere that I look and go
Is it obvious? I don't really wanna know
See myself in the mirror, and I hate it
Liquor in my mouth, man, I really gotta change it
Who on earth is this person I am now?
I just wanna close up the curtains and blackout
I cannot go any further, a man down
Deep in the dumps, just blurred in the background
Rain clouds hang close like a bad smell
Way too much, tryna cope in this mad house
Lips to the tip of the bottle
Don't waste one drip, yo quick, where the funnel?
Too right, had a bit of a night, ya see?
Don't know where to stop, now I'm feelin' anxiety
Gotta get a grip, but I'm slippin', my arms are weak
Caught up in the mix, it's a little bit hard to breathe. *damn*
If I ain't sippin' on lager drinks, heart starts racin'
People will laugh at me
Every part of me achin', burnin'
Won't stop comin' til I taste some bourbon
Wasted, slurrin'
To mates I'm a burden
Locked up in chains
Court cases lurkin'
How the fuck did it come to this?
I wish that I could travel back to when I was just a kid
There was no worries in the world
Never worried bout a girl
Now everything's a problem
Man, I'm fallin' into hell