Kept you for sometime
Waited til you cried
Laughed to myself and
Then got sick of the whines
Pulled you by the hair
To give you a scare
Dreaming of bloodshed
Hit you in the head
Dragged you across the kitchen and just a
Sliver of guilt was itching at some
Part of my brain i hated
I hated
I hated

Remember the first time
How it stings and it blinds
Wounds and cuts that won’t bleed
Tortured by my own pleas
Remember the first time
Don’t you dare forget signs
It’s your fault, it’s no crime
Even if you wеre five

So much
For sympathy
How it withers quickly
Corrupt
And dеviant
It never changes
Remember the first time
The memory lasts a lifetime
Wounds that just run too deep
Don’t you ever dare dream
Remember the first time
Don’t you dare forget signs
Tell yourself some more lies
Listen as your gods sigh