[Verse 1]
It's been a while since I last checked my bank
Reckless overspending feels better now I've drank
A childhood spent living in locked bathrooms
Mornings never mornings, always mid afternoons
I know I'm gonna cry when I make it home
'Cause drugs aren't fun when now I do them alone

[Pre-Chorus]
It's fine
I know it's fine
I'm safe
The buzz keeps me alive
It's fine
I'll count to ten
And once it's over, we'll go again

[Chorus]
To you, you
I wanna pretend
I only feel alive when I'm not in my head
Can you wait, wait?
I'm over the еdge
Can you turn the lights off so we can hit it again, again?

[Post-Chorus]
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
Hit it again
[Verse 2]
I only usеd to smoke when I got too drunk
I say I'm not addicted, but I still ask for one
Sell my last serotonin for one good night
Didn't think I'd live this long, didn't think I had the fight
Becoming scared of sleep and I'll blame my dreams
'Cause I don't wanna wake up and feel the same thing
Renting my life because I'm too scared to own
And drugs aren't fun when you do them alone

[Pre-Chorus]
It's fine
I know it's fine
I'm safe
The buzz keeps me alive
It's fine
I'll count to ten
And once it's over, we'll go again

[Chorus]
To you, you
I wanna pretend
I only feel alive when I'm not in my head
Can you wait, wait?
I'm over the edge
Can you turn the lights off so we can hit it again, again?
[Post-Chorus]
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
Hit it again

[Bridge]
I'm so glad that I live out my head now
That I get out of bed now
Send love to my friends now
Was scared of medication, but I'm glad that I'm on it now
Glad that I'm off it now
That I don't get on it now
But I miss the noise
'Cause it's quiet now I'm off it now
I'm tired that I'm off it now
I'm praying just to hear a sound
It's fine
Amen
Can we hit it again? Hit it again? Hit it

[Chorus]
It's you, you
I wanna to pretend
I only feel alive when I'm not in my head
Can you wait, wait?
I'm over the edge
Can you turn the lights off so we can hit it again, again?
[Post-Chorus]
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
(I know I'm gonna cry when I make it home)
Hit it again, again
('Cause drugs aren't fun now I do them alone)

[Outro]
I know I'm gonna cry when I make it home
'Cause drugs aren't fun now I do them alone
'Cause drugs aren't fun when I do them alone
Hit it again, again