[Intro]
I’m a addict
If I want it, I’ma- I’ma have it
If I want it, I’ma cop it, I’ma have it, yeah
Yeah, yeah
You learn a lot from your first heartbreak
But sometimes your first heartbreak is just the start of going down a dangerous path (jang0)

[Chorus]
I’m a addict, yeah
You know if I want it, I’ma cop it, I’ma have it, yeah
I do what I want ‘cause I’m a independent act, yeah
But I’m a addict, I pour up the Wock’ and Act’, yeah
Mix the Wock’ and ‘Tusson
Gotta get my life together, baby, I been stressing
I been fucking up, I gotta teach myself a lesson
Is it really worth it to be living? That’s the question
What’s if all the shit that I’ve been doing’s just for nothing?
I been doing so many drugs just so I can feel something
I been fucking up my liver, I can’t feel nothing
I should prolly quit beforе I fucking kill something
I should prolly quit before I kill mysеlf

[Verse]
I should prolly quit, I’m fucking up my health
How will I see Heaven if I stay going through Hell?
So many hospital bills racking up my mail
Ask ‘em when it’ll get better, they said “time’ll tell”
But what if I don’t have none?
Clock’s running out, I’ma grab my gun and bust it (Bah)
But I don’t fucking have one, so fuck it
I might as well have fun while I’m here
Yeah, so I stay turning up
The static in my head is getting louder and I don’t know how to turn it off
I take Xanax and so many meds, fucking up my head
Then I overwork myself so I could burn it off, yeah
And I sing into a mic at night
I don’t even know how to fucking cry anymore
I don’t even know if I wanna die anymore
At the same time, I don’t wanna be alive anymore
[Chorus]
I’m a addict, yeah
You know if I want it, I’ma cop it, I’ma have it, yeah
I do what I want ‘cause I’m a independent act, yeah
But I’m a addict, I pour up the Wock’ and Act’, yeah
Mix the Wock’ and ‘Tusson
Gotta get my life together, baby, I been stressing
I been fucking up, I gotta teach myself a lesson
Is it really worth it to be living? That’s the question
What’s if all the shit that I’ve been doing’s just for nothing?
I been doing so many drugs just so I can feel something (I’m a addict, you know if I want it, I’ma cop it, I’ma have it)
I been fucking up my liver, I can’t feel nothing (I do what I want ‘cause I’m a independent act)
I should prolly quit before I fucking kill something (But I’m a addict, I pour up the Wock’ and Act’)
I should prolly quit before I kill myself