I.am.orange
Ghost of mariano’s (11-27-17)
I've been watching lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating shit that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker
It's 4 AM and I’m supposed to be at work at 10 but I fucking hate my job
So I'll sleep in
I hope they fire me cause I'm no quitter
I've got a paper due on Tuesday that I haven't even started
Who really cares about the end result if I didn't try?
Cause it's all bullshit
It's getting colder outside these days
And I've been
Watching lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating shit that makеs me
Feel like I’m a lazy, greasy mothеrfucker
In the end, we're all the same
Just empty smiles with forgettable names
Your excuses don't mean anything to me
My family thinks I have potential but I waste it on things that shouldn't matter (but, to me, it really matters)
Cause it takes my mind off the future
I tell myself that if I can't pay for my college
Then I'll just run away and live inside a van until I figure out who I really am
Because I don't know who I really am
But I'm running out of time
Cause I've been
Watchin’ lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating shit that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker
So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
That I love
Cause I've been watching lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating shit that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker
(Spoken)
There we go, boys