[Verse 1]
I figured out in college, I tend to get impulsive
When I feel like numbing my pain
I'm unapologetic, 'bout maxing out my credit
To pay for the vices I crave

[Pre-Chorus]
Sitting inside of my favorite salon
Jenny knows what kind of color I want
Didn't expect to be feeling this numb
What have I done

[Chorus]
I wanna grow to be someone I love
Look in the mirror and feel like enough
Now all the damage is done
'Cause I'm two shades blonder and still no fun

[Verse 2]
I casted out my demons, by emotional eating
Now I don't fit my favorite clothes
I miss multiple exеs, tonight I'll probably text them
To pretеnd I'm not so alone

[Pre-Chorus]
Sitting inside of my favorite salon
Jenny knows what kind of color I want
Didn't expect to be feeling this numb
What have I done
[Chorus]
I wanna grow to be someone I love
Look in the mirror and feel like enough
Now all the damage is done
'Cause I'm two shades blonder and still no fun

[Bridge]
Ripping out pages in Vogue magazine
Should I try copper or aquamarine
This platinum princess is still dead inside
Whoever said blondes have more fun fucking lied

[Chorus]
I wanna grow to be someone I love
Look in the mirror and feel like enough
Now all the damage is done
'Cause I'm two shades blonder and still no fun