[Verse 1: Fraxiom]
Tracking down a narcissist who hurt me irreparably
'Cause I need to apologize for things that I said wrong
Every single day is indistinguishable
Aftermath of something that you did to me and it feels like you won
I'm almost out of money, it's been weeks since I've been funny
And I don't feel like a bunny, and I don't know what to do
'Cause you would take advantage, calculating all the damage
You would do to me, embarrass me in every single room
Imagine how I felt when I found out that you were just not only
Hurting me for pleasure, also taking pride in that
And I realized when I was 21 that it's not normal
To have a best friend that you're anticipating fighting back
I walk around еrratic, and I'm talking all dramatic
And I am afraid that I'll never be anyonе again
Plus every single night I am afraid to close my eyes
Because I always have the same dream where you steal all of my friends
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(Kill yoursel- kill yoursel- kill yourself!)
(Yo!)
(Kill yourself!)
[Verse 2: Fraxiom]
(Okay okay!)
If you never knew me when I made the future bass
Then you don't deserve me at my sell-out-this-place
The pre-show willies in my molecules
And there's a line around the block full of polycules
Let 'em in, it's cold
Veteran tenfold
Everybody crowdsurfed to it even though the shit's old
Turn the page tip fold
Talk about me tiptoe
I've done so much fucking personal growth that I can turn a Christian to a bimbo
I can turn my OOMF to my bestie
Test me
You want me to stop, then arrest me
Arf, arf
Break the barricade at my own show
Oopsie
[Verse 3: Fraxiom]
I'm a martyr for my genderfucked siblings, that's right
If you really wanna come and say what's up, then charter a ride
Haha, I am so fucking silly, you can see it in my eyes
I know I said one day I'd get sober, but I like to get high
And I consume a caricature of myself and start to cry
Food House in your building and we can't find the exit
Rich kids try to talk to me while I'm too high to say shit
Why the fuck do you even think that you and I can have a conversation?
Fraxiom Music is canonically allergic to crustaceans
And I'm still waiting for Gupi to meet me uptown at Chipotle
'Cause now we're girls, and we're trying to be vegetarian, and we're so gay
Wink at you and make you gay for a month like TD Bank
3 a.m., I play a concert and now my titties stank
San Francisco, I am in your city, where is the dank
Floor is looking a little sticky like jizzy bank