[Verse 1]
Weeks go, I stay
Running in the same damn way
I think I'm insane these days
Can I ease my mind for a little?
More weeks go, no change
Stuck inside the same damn place
Next check, book a flight to wherever
'Bout to get a tat on my face
This is all my fault
Sitting back, watching it all burn
My distractions got me lacking
Fact is, I don't act on these alerts
Can't tell no one
'Cause they all would think I'm crazy
Mama would look like, "Where's my baby?"
I don't know

[Chorus]
I'm losing focus of it all
And I don't do a thing
Letting it be, watching it fall
Pour me another drink
Don't want to speak on it, 'cause I
I am losing my mind
Hiding all my demons to the side
How far can I keep it all behind?
[Verse 2]
Flames 'round, still ain't giving one shit
Got a lot on my mind, brain split
Every night two to five, 'bout to go and get lit
Borderline insane now
Nobody knows a word
Silence I just prefer
'Cause only one thing is for sure
I don't know what I'm doing ever
I am really a fool, not clever
I don't want nobody around
Nobody to pout
Nobody who's gonna surround me when I talk about it
They'll probably gossip 'bout it
I don't trust anybody enough to talk it out

[Chorus]
I'm losing focus of it all
And I don't do a thing
Letting it be, watching it fall
Pour me another drink
Don't want to speak on it, 'cause I
I am losing my mind
Hiding all my demons to the side
How far can I keep it all behind?