[Verse 1]
Feels like it was yesterday
We were toasting to the good life
Now if we're being honest
I don't know what that would look like
Would I be with Cecily?
Or would I still have told her goodbye?
Looking at this mess I've made
And people still think I'm a good guy
Why do they still think that I know what I don't?
Cause I don't!
I'm still just tryna find my own stride
I'm on my own time
Can't you see in my face
I don't know what to do
Feels like I'm living a lie
They say they know I'm the truth
But you can get it just to lose it for good
If I ain't on in 2 years, I'm quitting music for good and that's... real
They try to tell me play the patient game
But that feels more like the waiting game
While all these girls wanna say I've changed
I guess watching Zay and Buddy go to the leage made me wonder if similar door's will open for me
Cause all I wanna do is ball out and see Fetty
I just pray that when my day comes, I'll be ready

[Hook]
Can we spend the night under the stars for once?
Cause I don't know when we'll get another view like this
And I don't wanna waste it, yeah
And even though we wasted, yeah
I feel like this is our moment
Right here, right now, baby we should take it, yeah
I feel like we should take it, yeah
See this magic that we're making, yeah
Most people spend their lives chasing, yeah
So why would we go waste it, baby?

[Verse 2]
This might be the last verse that I ever spit
Mama used to say I'm heaven-sent
Now I feel like it ain't evident
Now I feel like it ain't real at all
Now i feel like I ain't relevant
The night I made my mama cry in the car
That's the worst thing I ever did
Now I'm telling everybody to get out my face
We could roll enough blunts up for the whole city with my list of mistakes
Ariel told me that I was fronting
Madeline said that I ain't real
Eva said I kept too many secrets
Aybike said I can't feel
Jumped the gun with RiRi, we was magic for a weekend at best
Now I barely talk to GG, our night made her wanna be with her ex...
Who can I call when I get lonely?

[Hook]