Ratwyfe
Flowers
I walk through fields of flowers but their colors get too loud
And the grass under me starts stinging and biting
While the bugs in the air fill my head with sounds
I walk through fields of flowers
But my eyes will just stay closed
Cus i feel if i open them, i’ll just get knocked over
As soon as the warm but unforgiving wind blows

I should be happy
I should be fine
I should look out at this field and feel like
All of it's mine

But i’m just overwhelmed by the colors
The beauty around me
I feel like i’m losing the same people that found me
Laying in the dirt so long ago
I’m in a better place, so why am i still emo?

I’ve never been allergic to flowers
But i’m sneezing up a storm
And i was never afraid of bumblebees
Until they started to swarm
As i walked through fields of flowers
Staring at my feet
Feeling like i’m ruining the days of everyone that i meet
Cus i should be happy
I should be fine
I should look out at this field and feel like
All of it’s mine

But i’m just overwhelmed