[Verse 1]
My life began at 28, the years before were a little lame
I promise to be more poetic

It’s been a year since I got clean
I haven’t wanted to die since I left that scene
Have you ever lost every single thing?
In the blink of an eye?
It’s been awhile since I called this home

[Chorus]
And if I fall, I’ll make sure you know it
Then when I choke, I’ll makе sure you hear it
Let it rain for days, thеy’ll still hear us laughing
Fuck all night without passion. I awake and you vanish
Cos you know I deserve it

[Verse 2]
I couldn’t make a friend my wife
I couldn’t fuck from the other side
Have you been caught nodding off?
Does my admission make you cringe?
I swear this could get a lot more grim
I want you close, but stay the fuck away (way)

[Chorus]
And if I fall, I’ll make sure you know it
Then when I choke, I’ll make sure you hear it
Let it rain for days, they’ll still hear us laughing
Fuck all night without passion. I awake and you vanish
Cos you know I deserve it