[Intro]
I wish I was a bit more known
No life, no future
I want a loan

[Verse 1]
Give me your attention
I want all your affection
My life stay steady pending
I just want more attention
I'm dropping all addiction
I'm slowly fucking itching
These pills intimidating
I feel myself just sinking

[Chorus]
I'll decide if I have to find my way out of this new life
You can't judge the way I'll hide myself from my own crazy mind

[Verse 2]
Well, I just hope you’re happy
'Cause now I'm feeling shitty
Don't give me any pity
I fucking hate this city
They wanna fucking be me
But they don't wanna hear me
I walk around with glizzies
And empty out my addies
[Bridge]
Now all my friends are rolling
I'm on my phone, just scrolling
May not be straight, but edgy
Still spilling my spaghetti
I hope you're fucking ready
When I blow up, I'll leave you
I’m taking all my day ones
'Cause we do this shit for fun

[Chorus]
I'll decide if I have to find my way out of this new life
You can't judge the way I'll hide myself from my own crazy mind
I'll decide if I have to find my way out of this new life
You can't judge the way I'll hide myself from my own crazy mind

[Outro]
Finally, I don't need more drugs to be happy
Finally, I can be myself around my family
Finally, I don't hide myself just for my safety
Finally, I can be myself around my family
Finally, I don't need more drugs to be happy
Finally, I can be myself around my family
Finally, I don't hide myself just for my safety
Finally, I can be myself around my family