[Intro: 350]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse 1: 350]
Heading outside, just to scream on the inside
Had some moments of happiness, packed it up
Waited for this spike
There's no one here to despise, no lie, lie
At twenty-two, would've swallowed a .22
If my wifey ain't tell me to let it loose
I feel like my head swollen like Betty Boop
I feel like it's my mama, my daddy too
I feel like I been wildin', been dirty too
Would've copped me thе noose like at like thirty-two
It's been hardеr at night just to go to sleep
Woke up early in the morning, 4:32
Had to clock in at work like at six o'clock
Medications been numbing hurtin' heart
I been sipping the act' tryna balance out
Got me slurring these words like I'm Foggieraw
Who cares if I get my bands up? (Uh-huh)
I ain't giving no damn, no hands up
Will I crash this whip? No answer
Disappear like Danny Phantom
No goner on my mama
Wish as teen I liked marijuana
Maybe I'd chill out, maybe I'd calm up (Uh-huh)
Give a lil' more focus to commas
There' a lotta talk out there, I ain't hearing that (Uh-huh)
Got a lot of hate that I felt, I ain't getting back (Uh-huh)
I ain't forgive, just learned how to live with that
When I recalled, I saw I still felt like that
I was so hot like a red light
Just taking more pills at midnight (Yeah, yeah)
Just get in my feels ain't feel right (Feel right)
Didn't know my pain was real life, life, life
[Chorus: 350]
What's life? I don't feel it now
On the outside, tryna get around, yeah
So high, I don't feel a down
I've been swimming deep, forgot how to drown, yeah

[Refrain: 350]
Feelin' alive, feelin' alone
Feelin' it rise, then feelin' it go
Feelin' alive, feelin' alone
Feelin' it rise, then feelin' it go
So high, I don't feel a down (Feelin' alone)
I've been swimming deep, forgot how to drown, yeah (Feelin' it go)

[Verse 2: YGTUT & 350]
What's life?
Got you feeling like giving up life
Mama want her son to put the cup down
Hit the back streets, rolling downtown
Smoke another leaf, rolling grams now
My little brother rocking with the Xans now
What you got in the palm of your hand now?
If you take the wrong thing, then it's man down
Then it's man down, ayy (Ayy)
My dawg take a line and he geeked (Geeked)
In the back of my head, got me wondering
When did my brother turn into a fiend? (Fiend)
I ain't saying I'm better than him
I be smoking up green just like it's nicotine (Nicotine)
As a teen mama used to go sneak in my car
And find empty bottles of codeine
Man, I was on Adderall way before I even had a job
Walking around like a zombie
Used to walk into the dealers and hit us a lick off
Some Ralph Lauren Polo and Tommy
Then I start serving the molly
Paid, but I don't got a job, man, I'm sounding like Tommy
Feeling alone, don't come find me
Here in this room, I'm like who all these people around?
And I'm talking 'bout life, not just rhyming
[Refrain: 350]
Feelin' alive, feelin' alone
Feelin' it rise, then feelin' it go
Feelin' alive, feelin' alone
Feelin' it rise, then feelin' it go
So high, I don't feel a down (Feelin' alone)
I've been swimming deep, forgot how to drown, yeah (Feelin' it go)

[Chorus: 350]
What's life? I don't feel it now
On the outside, tryna get around, yeah
So high, I don't feel a down
I've been swimming deep, forgot how to drown, yeah