[Verse 1: YCK]
I watched a movie of my life, I didn't like the screenplay
I think the script should be rewritten, everything seemed grey
Wonder "Who the hell directed it? Cause' it won't win awards"
But it's more difficult compared to only needing four chords
Say I've got flaws but you're not without yours
But whenever you're outside, you don't feel the downpour
I don't claim to be flawless, I just have my self-awareness
With the cards that I've been dealt, existing isn't built on fairness
Relay and televise, voicing your phobias
That must be taxing nonstop anhedonia
You are in fight or flight when it's unwarranted
To be or not to be, thoughts make you short-winded
Hold the gratuitous rancor raised in fortuitous anger
What will I do in the silence? Ain't no reducing the mileage
Take that as you will but you are deeply unqualified
What you spew is hyperbole, you're concealed in wall of lies
[Chorus: Tsunami J. & Both]
I wanna save my hope, wanna change minds
Mirages hang my ghouls from the grey vines
I wanna save my soul, wanna break my bones
Wanna praise my own, wanna make thrones
I wanna save my gold, wanna change my woes
Wanna face my foes, wanna fade ghost
[Verse 2: YCK]
I watched a movie of my life, I didn't like the way it ended
Think I'll focus on myself, I've never been all that dependent
Had to grow up expeditiously and figure out alone
Perseverance is a virtue many haven't come to know
Transient and brief, that's the dissonant truth
On a cosmic calibration, this predicament's doomed
And upon the grand arrival, what's expected is a sham
I just tell it how it is before we oughta up and scram
By default we're faithless, a Tabula Rasa
Destructive by donning a scapular toss the
Objective instruction, abandoned the gospel
This poisonous arrogance sheltered in hostel
What's normal relies upon what the structure provided not
What the oligarchy's selling, tryna coast on and ride along
Interpret how you like, but there is not enough room
To spin the open-ended as a win and then bid adieu
[Chorus: Tsunami J. & Both]
I wanna save my hope, wanna change minds
Mirages hang my ghouls from the grey vines
I wanna save my soul, wanna break my bones
Wanna praise my own, wanna make thrones
I wanna save my gold, wanna change my woes
Wanna face my foes, wanna fade ghost