Opened up and drank half the bottle
Know what we want no time to dawdle
Wrap the night I got a bloody fist
Gotta aim and target but it’s them I missed

Filled my stomach every night I drank
Woke up in the mud out by the bank
Going back we share a common space
We even got the same bed to compensate

Conversations got very few
There had come a point and we made it through
Barely speaking no change of heart
And I felt it too and got torn apart

Glass half full never gotten empty
Will I drown myself thinking do not tempt me
Choices chosen now set it stone
I just think it’s better I let it go

We are done if I’m not mistaken
No more chances and no more faking
Hope is so unhelpful now
Don’t make a difference it seems I’ve found

Started up the bad luck down and now I'm so struck
Down in the dumps can't move feeling so stuck
Find another reason to get up and every morning
I can feel a pit inside me it's growing and been informing
Something going wrong at a bad time and place
Cause I'm feeling half gone lost feeling in my face
Truth be told I'll explain later date
I like putting shit off that's my greatest trait

Help yourself I said back I'm fine
Cause it's all the same it goes every time
Calm my nerves I smoke northern lights
And fuck seeing sober it's a foreign sight

Take some time and you will know my name
Cause it'll come some day I won't look the same
Better off and thank fuck I left
With every memory gone and put down to rest

We are done if I’m not mistaken
No more chances and no more faking
Hope is so unhelpful now
Don’t make a difference it seems I’ve found