Plugging my arteries now I'm forming up a clot
You should know that it's hard to be that somebody that I'm not
Every picture you got of me every one is not ideal
I just wanna be myself cause I don't get the appeal

Walking up the stairs and jumping off of the balcony
Saying thanks to everybody and the people who doubted me
And the moment that I'm gone they staying claiming they're innocent
Beg to differ bigger picture been committing some dissonance

Some of these people say
I just might really fade
Fade away like currency
Don't believe it couldn't be

Hate the fucking winter when we're skipping through autumn
I touched the bottom with my teeth a couple problems I got em
I'm learning over to adjust I feel the temperature freeze
Another day it goes to dark we're stuck in twenty degrees

Floating with no patience every day of the week
I'm feeling weak inside my knees like every time that I speak
And set me back just like a clock I'll try to keep my composure
Another sad unhappy ending with no sense of no closure

Some of these people say
I just might really fade
Fade away like currency
Don't believe it couldn't be