Work all day then I come back home
Everybody all around me fall to ruin like Rome
Lung gave out blowing out my last breath
I don’t wanna reminisce I wanna leave the past dead

Filled to the top I got too much work
All these thoughts in my brain bad shit that lurk
Cram every term last minute don’t learn
Coulda called a firefighter with the time I burn

Surplus spot occupied with a bag
Well nobody sits there I’m alone what a drag
Nineteen years last two were a waste
Writing songs it’s the money or the fame I chased

I don’t know the difference both seem great
It’s the end of my life now resigning can’t wait
Retirement funds I withdraw that stung
And say fuck what you thought I’m just young and dumb

Bear with me for another weekend
Make ends meet I don’t want false pretense
Yeah I’m tired all the time we’ll make it through we always do
No time to think or plan ahead I’ll make it right and fix it too

Lot on my mind feeling overwhelmed
This ain’t nothing new I’ve come to know it well
Used to the shit that I said I hate
Well I dug myself down an open grave
Up to my throat got too much to say
I’ve been stuck in this mound I’ve been running in place
I get close every time but won’t let me escape
I’m gonna melt through the ground flowing down through a grate

Pessimistic heart full disregard
I don’t keep you in mind we can drift apart
And that’s life that’s tough and I know it’s hard
But just might be best if we don’t restart

Cross the ocean my ship has sailed
Well I need that drip felt off the rails
Plenty told it’s time I gotta make it stop
My life for the fix gotta make the swap

Bear with me for another weekend
Make ends meet I don’t want false pretense
Yeah I’m tired all the time we’ll make it through we always do
No time to think or plan ahead I’ll make it right and fix it too