Izzy Heltai
Met on the Internet
Heartbreaker
But you've got
No names on your repertoire
You fancy yourself
A man of certain values but
You just act selfish
On the surface
Call it honest
But it's toxic

And I know I'm changing
But there was a time

She
Snuck out the backdoor
We stood on my front porch
It's not what I think
Her boyfriend
Lives out of state she said
They met on the internet
Before that was cool

And it's the early 2010's
And i'd convinced myself she owed me something more

No fault and
No failure
Of your own your just a child
Transgender
You take what you can get
When you
Seek validation in the media
That you consume
It's hard to find a mentor
And I know I'm changing
But there was a time

She
Snuck out the backdoor
We stood on my front porch
It's not what I think
Her boyfriend
Lives out of state she said
They met on the internet
Before that was cool

And it's the early 2010's
And i'd convinced myself she owed me something

And I know that i'm not
The boy I was
I try to be a man i'm proud of
Who calls his mom
And tells his sister
That he loves her
I want my friends to know
They're great

And I know I'm changing
But there was a time
She
Snuck out the backdoor
We stood on my front porch
It's not what I think
Her boyfriend
Lives out of state she said
They met on the internet
Before that was cool

When it's the early 2010's
And you're just a lonely kid you kind of suck