[Intro]
Every beat that i play through my headphones reminds me of us
I know i need help and i hate that i think of you, i hate i'm a stranger to love
I hate that i gave you this power, i'm withdrawing from you like a drug

[Verse]
I needa move on but the problem with that is im trapped inside of what we was
I think i need therapy, maybe prescriptions i just wanna feel like myself
I don't wanna think of you, don't wanna dream of you, i need to distract myself with somethin' else
Somethin' to numb me, just make me feel nothing 'cause, nothing i do seems to help
I'm so sick of drinkin and sinking in sorrow, while your livin happy with somebody else

I just feel like im crazy
Its been a yеar and i think of you
I lay in my bed in the dark when its latе
And i
Think about what if i never meant shit to you

What did i mean to you?
Howd you forget what i did for you?
Howd you walk out after years of us lovin? HOWD YOU FORGET ALL THE THINGS THAT WE BEEN THROUGH?

Howd you forget it?
Howd you forget we was happy?

Maybe one day ill look back at the songs and i won't feel like it ever happened
Maybe one day i can love again
Cuz of lately my heart has been absent
Im tryna process the pain everyday
It just feels like its stagnent

How many songs can i write about you?
How many times will it break me apart?

I can wipe all the tears on my face
But i can't wipe the pain in my heart

I can drink you away in the dark
I can pray to the lord to restart
But i just can't forget how you did me
Cuz i live everyday with the scars..

You were my everything
I wasn't yours thats prolly what hurt me the most
One day you love me we plannin forever, the next thing i knew is you dont
The next thing i knew im alone
Ill never let anyone close
I thought that love last forever
But you showed me now that it won't
Fuck..