[Verse 1]
Yeah, I'm sick and tired of tryna be something that y'all love
I got family all in my phone that I ain't seen in months
They hit my phone when they need me, then they done
Always tryna use me, tryna be friendly, 'til they get the things that they want

I done payed the bills for all my family, I don't wanna put the food on y'all's table
I done all the shit when I shouldn't, all I ever ask is y'all to be thankful
All I ever ask is for y'all to be family, support my rap, and I'm grateful
Y'all let the money come between thе blood, and I hate to see the money changе you

I've made mistakes in this life, I've been at points when I was stuck
I 'member times I wanna end my life, and ain't nobody give a fuck
'Cause where the fuck was y'all at? I ain't have nobody checking up
Had a gun waiting by the bed for the day, maybe I could just, uh

But it's my fault 'cause I'm selfless, I gotta learn to put myself first
My grandma sacrificed her life, so it's only right that I help her
It's only right that I do all these things to make it up to you, when I was down and didn't have shit, you was always there to be my shelter
I love you