[Verse 1]
Yeah, it's 3 A.M. in my city, ridin' 'round 'cause I'm thinking
I had to come and try and pin a verse 'cause my feelings spin when I'm drinking
I might say stuff, and don't mean it, but what I say has a meaning
That's for me to know, and for y'all to think, and try to understand what I'm feeling
At 14, I started writing music, all I want is support
At 17, I was in high school, walking hallways, bum before
At 21, everything changed, I went and opened a show forum
He told me, "Keep going and never give up," and now, I just keep what I learned from him, but
I'll never forget it, me on a stage, the way I was feeling that night
He don't even know what he did, the chance that he took, I swear, it saved my lifе
He took a chance on a kid that nevеr even rocked a mic
I ain't had shit to my name but a dollar, but something like that, you can't even try to put a price
Yeah, how did I go from praying to God and, "Give me a chance?"
To nobody hearing me out, and now, I got fans
Put in the work, and I watch, that made a change
Dreaming this shit as a kid, nobody else understands
[Interlude]
This is contradictions
[Verse 2]
It's 6 A.M. in my city, just thinking about how it happened
Me and my ex was so in love, but sometimes, it's just how it happens
I 'member the love that we had, 0-5, but we in practice
The spark is gone, I see the art, then rose above all the ashes
Damn, I still done learned that it doesn't matter to picture the villain
If somebody else is burning that bridge, you don't rebuild it
If somebody burns it, you take the time, learn to forgive 'em
Yeah, never forget 'em, and trust 'em again, then do it again if you let 'em
[Chorus]
Yeah, I stay alone, I don't trust a soul
I just don't see me a way to go
My heart is sick, and it been broke
This music shit is my antidote
My heart is sick, and it been broke
I just don't see me a way to go, I just don't see me a way to go
I just don't see me a-