[Intro]
You know, I just wanna make something that means something to somebody

[Verse]
Look, I started this inside a car with a phone and hoodie
My cousin Jason that's up in Heaven, look how far I took it
I got a couple million streams, knowing bleed, but you did
I thank the Lord, I would've made it without the music

It's kind of crazy how my life changed
At nineteen, I was in love, planning marriage, but then, my life changed
I always questioned why she left when the night phased
But now, I see the bigger picture on those brighter days

I always dreamed of about the day that I get heard out
It puts the love inside my heart, and takes the hurt out
'Cause I'm so mentally out of shape, the music worked
But knowing guests, they couldn't seen the way I turned out

I see my family out in public, they say, "congratulations,"
They see the akalades I've got, and say how far I've made it
I peeped the limits that they gave me, and now, I'm tryna raise it
Success is a lonely road, and I've been chasing pavements

The path is narrow on the road to happiness
I hope for righteousness 'cause I don't know what happens next
I try to live, but living life makes me scared of death
'Cause every time I'm happy, life changes, that's just how it is
I'm starting to separate my logic and my emotions, 'cause my emotions are always the thing controlling me
I'm starting to believe that love and happiness ain't obtainable, 'cause finding happiness, like swimming across an ocean
Yeah, slowly learning in this life, I'm not a perfect person
I make mistakes, but who are you to judge? You carry burdens
We're all humans tryna figure out our purpose
Can't a soul on this Earth say I don't deserve this, yeah