[Chorus: Renity]
I've been so distant from the world
I just don't know where to go
I've been so numb, numb
I drink this bottle 'til I sink
I just don't know what love means
I feel so numb, I feel so numb

[Verse: Officialdjaaron]
Yeah, lately, I feel I'm in Hell, lately ain't felt like myself
Lately been drinking so much, and been thinking so much, I know it's bad for my health
I know I'm easily replaced, the people I love would just take
I bend over backwards for people, that's never enough, so, I just bend 'til I break
So I just bend 'til I snap, go up appends, and relax
Lately, I'm running from something, I wish that I wasn't, but I guess that I'm trapped in the past
Trapped in the times when you was mine, before all the heartbreak and hurt
Back when you told me you loved me, and meant, not just because of me saying it first
Now, all because of you, I sit by my lonesome while watching the rain
The rain reminds me of us, it falls very easily, eventually, it washes away
I sit and re-think about everything that you said
Our love was a rose that I just kept waterin', 'cause I didn't think it was dead

[Chorus: Renity]
I've been so distant from the world
I just don't know where to go
I've been so numb, numb
I drink this bottle 'til I sink
I just don't know what love means
I feel so numb, I feel so numb
[Outro: Renity]
Our trust
Ah, ah, is not